.::.I'm Not Okay.::.

[Seras]

Leviathan wiped the tears off her face and hugged her "Come one Rizel, you can tell me"

"The truth Nana. The truth." Jameson began typing again "I have to go though, something crashed in the 15th floor"

[KoYue]

Rizel's smile quivered then faded.
"It's really gone, isn't it? The rat?"

"Um, well, good luck with that," Nana said, sounding a bit stunned. "Good-bye."

[Seras]

Leviathan stroked her hair "We don't know. It could have scurried off to another part of the house."

"Thanks, have a nice day" Jameson hung up.
Edward was watching Nana.

[KoYue]

"Are you sure?" Rizel whimpered. "What if it never comes back?"

Nana stared down at the phone for a few long seconds before looking up.
"So you've never been kissed by a girl before?"

[Seras]

"If I'm wrong, I'll go and find one for you" Leviathan hugged her.

"Cheeks don't count and I was never around long enough for anyone to really know me let alone date." Edward said not making eye contact with her.

[KoYue]

"But it won't be the same one . . ."

Nana looked away, suddenly embarressed. "Sorry I stole your first kiss then. Um, here's your phone back."

[Seras]

"Then we will just have to not give up on it"

Edward took the phone back and started heading out of the kitchen "I'm not sorry that you did"

[KoYue]

Abruptly, Rizel stopped crying and smiled her largest smile in an attempt to make him think the answer satisfied her. "Okay!"

Nana made no motions to move, but did ask, "Why not?"

[Seras]

Leviathan smiled and patted her head gently. "Let's finish cleaning up the kitchen then we can go get some food. Okay?"

Edward stopped and gave a shrug "Because I have a crush on you" He started walking and headed for the front door. He sat down next to the door and started tieing his shoes.

[KoYue]

Rizel nodded quickly. "Sure! Um, what do I do?"

"That's what I still don't understand," Nana said as she walked out of the kitchen. "Are you going out?"

[Seras]

"Clean out the fridge and I'll clean out the cabinets and put the dishes away" Leviathan tossed her a rag.

"You have a lack of self esteem Nana. Your pretty, smart and definatly have your own opnion. Yeah, I thought I'd go to the movies. Wann come with?" Edward stood up.

[KoYue]

"Clean, clean, clean," Rizel chanted cheerfully as she tossed everything she found into a nearby garbage bag and scrubbed at the sticky messes inside.

"I do not!" Nana exclaimed, surprised. It was the first time she had ever heard someone say she lacked self-esteem. "What movie are you planning on seeing?"

[Seras]

Leviathan smiled and scrubbed along with the chant. He then put away all the dishes.

Edward shrugged "I don't know. I'll have to find a movie place first and then I'll choose a movie"

[KoYue]

"Am I done?" Rizel asked, pointing at the empty fridge that still had a few crusts of leftover food.

"Two blocks away from here," Nana said. "That's the nearest one."

[Seras]

"Yep! Good job" he wiped the crumbs out and smiled at her proudly.

Edward looked at Nana "Thanks, but does that mean you'll come with?"

[KoYue]

"So we can eat something now?"

Nana sighed. "Sure, why not."