((Invites only)) Taruinia

[Aiden]

No, not with wings.

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Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special

I can't make a cherry pop, but I can make a bananna cream

GAHAHAAAA!!! IT BURNS!

[AngelicDream]

I is back from Madison now.

[Grell]

Rain said (9:41 PM):
I guess I didn't make as many mistakes back then. Or maybe they just weren't as noticable. But I was looking through old convos, dunno why, but it was something to do. I laughed, and I want to cry. Maybe if things just went back to the way they were, no one would have to worry. Maybe everyone could laugh without crying. Or maybe its just me. I don't know. I say that a lot, even when I do
Rain said (9:43 PM):
know. And I worry all the time about everyone and everything. And I tend to overthink. And sometimes I really want to believe that I'm invincible or something. That I can do anything. And then people tell me things that I can't do, or things that just won't happen, and I get mad. Cause I've got the temper of a spoiled little brat. If I dont' get something, then I whine and I fight and I
Rain said (9:44 PM):
[censored] about it. Its not right, but I yell it off, and I forget about it. Or I don't forget, but I start trying to find a new plan. That's all I can do, right? I'm learning to accept things as they come, and I'm getting faster at catching and trying to fix my mistakes. But I still have my flaws.
What am I supposed to do about it? I don't know. Or maybe I do know, but its just out of my reach right now. I don't know if you'll read this. That one I really don't.
Or maybe I just don't know when you'll read it. When is more probable than if, I suppose.
Its on your MSN, but I'm putting it on AA, because I think that's okay.
Rain said (9:46 PM):
I don't know who said it, but I really never thought I'd actually see the day when you told me you hated me. I guess part of me feels like I should have expected it, but I didn't. Not one inch of me ever actually wanted to hear that, to be pushed away. I think I should have been used to it, but no, I wasn't. Not anymore. I never expected it. I'm hurt, but I know I deserved it.
Rain said (9:47 PM):
Or maybe not so much that as I have no reason to argue. It does happen pretty much the same way every time, even if I try to make things better or change or fix it. But changes take time, and I'm trying to work on it.
Rain said (9:49 PM):
And I don't want to ask this and seem presumptuous, but do you really hate me? I don't want to believe that you do, but at the same time, a part of me expects you not to forgive me, not to trust me, to keep hating me. Whoever said it. Whether it was Ifrit or Kage or whoever. Even if it was Aicrel, though I doubt he's really the one who said that... But he could've been. Stranger things have
Rain said (9:50 PM):
happened. But it doesn't matter, does it? Whoever might hate me now, a part of my heart is broken from that. But I'll accept whatever fate you bestow upon me. Whatever it might be.

[Grell]

Far away
Dashing days
Sprinting over fields of hay
Lifting spirits
Taking hits
Moving over restless fits
Ending
Beginning
Hopeing
Story
Stop the wheel
how's it feel
To know you're home again?

[Aiden]

I'm sorry that I had your phone cord. I don't know why I feel so bad, I gave it back and it was an accident. :/


Question, well if you get on to see this, I won't be able to come over right away after school, I have an appointment at 3:10 over on Clairemont. :/ But if it's alright I could have my dad either drop me off over at your house, or if he drops me off at home, could I get you to come and pick me up? We just go home, I'll call you and see what's up, Rain. I really wanna help you get crackin' on my dress.


&& My dad won't be home at all this weekend. He's going to a carshow/swap meet in Jefferson, he'll be staying with my aunt in Madison until Sunday sometime I would suppose. So he wants me to stay with my grandma and grandpa. :/ He said no to staying at the hotel, but I'm going to have to Saturday after prom. And uh, I'll get money from my dad for a prom ticket, and $35 dollar plus a little extra. So I'm probably going to be looking at asking him for 50 or so dollars. :/

[Aiden]

Far away
Dashing days
Sprinting over fields of hay
Lifting spirits
Taking hits
Moving over restless fits
Ending
Beginning
Hopeing
Story
Stop the wheel
how's it feel
To know you're home again?

I'm sorry cuz, but I have to say this....

I'm not sure you'll be able to leave until everyone [and i do mean EVERYONE] is together in that field. :/

That means Tysol and Atheos...at night....in the field across from your house...

On a dark, stormy/rainy night. :/ During the summer.

Just try your hardest to get here, Rain. I'll be awaiting your arrival.

[Grell]

Ethryl, I appreciate yours and everyone else's worries and worrying. I really do. But I don't feel that somethings are necassary. Its going to happen when it happens, but I think I can make it happen in the near future. I refuse to say soon anymore, because that word has a lot of mistrust behind it. So in the very very near future.

I don't want anyone to misread my words either, so I'm tacking this last note on:

I say alot of things without thinking, so people are very likely to take them the wrong way. I don't always mean what I say, or say what I mean. Its a hard process to find the right words, so until I can make myself understood, please ask me about it, don't jump to any conclusions. Just... if it seems like you might take it the wrong way, trust me enough to ask about it. Please.

[Aiden]

Well, perhaps not all or most things, but some things are indeed necessary. Just don't get angry at me if I say it. I just want you to know what some of the gods are saying.

So Rain, is it alright?

Oh and I gave Francis a two page note. I'm embarrassed and at the same time glad I did. I don't know why I do that.

...is there something wrong with me?

[Grell]

There's nothing wrong with you Nia.

And thank you, Ethryl.

[Aiden]

Hi there. The name's Orion. I was referred to back on page 63.

I already know I'm not a known favorite, so I'll keep things sweet and to the point, I guess.

Orion, you dumb bastard. Shut up.

[AngelicDream]

Oh my anger..

[Grell]

Where people will appear in Taruinia:

Rain: Balsinia
Isleein: A forest near the village of Rosalinia
Kage: A volcano near Ifrit's home

That's it for now.

[AngelicDream]

I feel as if though I am being stalked...

[Grell]

Rain:
As is written here, Orion Kilnull has entered into the services of th the Lady Rain, daughter of Chaos and leader to those who follow her. He shall be presented with the freedoms of any free born person living within the land of Taruinia, but shall have the resctrictions laid upon him forthwith as written in this contract. First, he shall have to follow the orders presented to him by Rain, and those above him in the chain of command. If he can find justifiable means as to why he cannot fulfill said orders, then he will be free of obligation. Second, he must be faithful and loyal only to those within the group to fully earn their trust and respect. Lastly, punishment for defying the contract will result in death after a maximum of three allowed mistakes. His death sentence shall be delivered by the lady Araya.

Do you agree to the terms? And I have your full word and honor that you'll uphold these terms?

Orion:
I, Orion Kilnull, have read and accept this contract in its full terms.

Rain:
Then you are hereby bound to this contract by verbal agreement until a new one may be set out at a later date.

[AngelicDream]

>.O

[Cheshire Cat]

Kyro is gone. I doubt he'll be back.