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"...Yeah" He pulled his sleeve down, then noticed a spek of blood on his shirt and picked at it, trying to avert his eyes

smiles "Don't worry." pulls out a small rag getting rid of the speck quickly "Alright talk about Kuro I'll listen and if u feel like doing something to forget I'm right here tell me."

"...It's not that I want to forget anything, that was the reason for the drugs. I...It's because I deserve it..." He lowered his head so his face was hidden by his bangs. "I've hurt a lot of people..."

looks at u concerned "Who did u hurt?"

"Everyone!" He looked up at Killua, tears brimming his eyes. "I've even hurt you, you just don't know it yet. And Vincent, and everyone else I've met!" He wrapped his arms around himself

puts my hands around ur waist from behind "Kuro shhhhh. Nothing is going to happen to u or me." smiles "Hurting urself hurts the people around u kuro."

"That doesn't change the fact that I deserve it. And what they don't know doesn't hurt them" He tried to escape from Killua's arms, but failed

holds on tighter "Kuro don't cry. Don't hurt urself anymore for other peoples sake. Do wut u want. Don't pay attention to wut might happen to those around u and take care of urself. Hurting urself hurts u and the others around u." he said all this in a southing (sp?) voice

"I...can't do that. I have to...I have to repent for the bad things I've done" He dtruggled more to free himself of Killua's grasp. "Please let go" He whispered

lets go of u "Kuro are u alright?" stands up

Kuro hugged his knees to his chest. He looked up at Killua pathetically. "I'm sorry. Sorry for what I've done" He looked back at his wrist and a tear ran donw his cheek.

wipes the tear away "Don't worry Kuro. I don't care wut happens to me." hugs u tightly

"But you should!" He pushed Killua away, but instantly felt guilt well up in his stomach. "This is what I'm talking about...You'll just get hurt. I don't deserve to have someone care for me...I'm sorry"

hugs u agian "Shhhhh Kuro. Ur fine just calm down."

Kuro clutched the back of Killua's shirt and burried his face in his shirt. He repeated his apologies until the crying stopped.

smiles "Better Kuro?" pulls u off gently "Feel better Kuro?"