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Posted: Mar 28, 2005 10:27pm
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Why is it so hard and despairing?
It is supposed to be a wonderful thing,
But it has always ended in tears for me.
I have no talent in thsi area.
Why do I keep trying ? ;
When I keep loosing .
Like a howl in the night,
I want to release the pain,
The Midnight sky is laughing at me,
I want to just cry,
But that would not change it.
It is never safe.
You can lose before its too late,
Or you can loose after a year or two,
You can even lose after ten years.
It is never safe to say forever.
When they like you they ignore you,
When you ignore them,
They feel wounded.
When you like them,
They are gone.
Why is it so hard and despairing?
It is supposed to be a wonderful thing,
But it has always ended in tears for me.
I have no talent in thsi area.
Why do I keep trying ? ;
When I keep loosing .
Like a howl in the night,
I want to release the pain,
The Midnight sky is laughing at me,
I want to just cry,
But that would not change it.
It is never safe.
You can lose before its too late,
Or you can loose after a year or two,
You can even lose after ten years.
It is never safe to say forever.
When they like you they ignore you,
When you ignore them,
They feel wounded.
When you like them,
They are gone.
